what's change?
nothing. just me myself had come to one understanding on how unclear roads i've chose, how muddy and uneven it is..
n how sensitive i've been as a person. with everything.
n how a wreck i am inside. just how my heart beats lost its rhyme just in one second and how my emotion turns from happy smiley to my heart content to sad until i cant hold my tears in one beat.
n how hyprocite, multiple face n a liar i've become. not to anyone but myself. push unhappy but reality things somewhere and fill my heart with unfinished cinderella dreams, just so i can endure all this.
with all the mantra.
its okay, everythings fine.
i'm fine, there's nothing wrong.
oh, i know there's possibility it'll come to this, i can handle this.
i can do this tomorrow.
lets do one thing at one time, ok..
think bout this later.
one step at a time.
smile, be happy.
u can do this alone.
its ur choice, be responsible.
problems are meant to be solved, thats okay.
there's someone that more unlucky than u are.
dont compare u n another.
look at nothing but yourself, just you.
things will get better soon.
etc.
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