me

its not because of you. its never be because of you.. 

its always me. 

its me 15 years ago.. 

its me 12 years ago..

its me 10 years ago..

its me these last 6 years..

and its still me now... 

in this hectic day for mind and body..,

until you step up to the plate and swing, you're just pretending to play the game... 

thats true. totally.. people tends to think first the worst senario before do something to prepare him/herself for what will happen while conducting something. 

its a good thing. thats human kind of protective manner. but! but if we think too much of it, it may give your strength a weak booster and finally may let your brain to let yourself to not doing it. give it up before you even try to feel it. 

stand up. trust youself. your mental and physical will give you response if they think tou cant handle it. but until then, enjoy new things, give your body and soul extra happy thing to consume.. 

p/s; this is for myself since i have this poster conference next week and i will go there alone. from the lab to the venue and presentation..

may Allah protect and guide and give me enough courage.. prat for me ok.. 

loNeLy m1o...

mooning about something that out of your reach is pathetic. seriously.

but each time i look at you, my heart ache, my brain split, i do hoping for something i cant have. ever. 

i cant stop it. since dreaming about you is the simplest thing i do to help me sleep  and forget the nasty thing that happen now. 

haih, maybe its time for me to change screen saver.. 

today's mood

kalau ada jamu untuk tidak over-sensitive, i'll drink it. surely.. 

those bad thought you have

remember, you are unique..

and so is everyone else........

if you think you deserve more, then so the others. the only solution you have is, 

try your very best and leave it to Allah.

suriah!!!! be more careful after this..

perasaan orang pecahkan column harga 10man yen(rm3000 lebih)..? hihi, junior aku ketawa..

perasaan orang hampir merosakkan dryer plus weigher berharga lebih 20man yen? 

plus

temp. detector, fan, heater nda berfungsi? 

plus

suhu dlm dryer lebih 80 dgree? 

plus

sedikit lagi dibiar mungkin boleh sebabkan kebakaran? 

plus

dryer da sedikit berubah bentuk sebab panas? 

plus

dryer ni bukan barang kenkyu so klu rosak kena bagi tau fakulti? 

plus 

esok dryer tu kena guna? 

plus

kena jumpa sensei bilang semua perkata diatas berlaku dan hampir berlaku? 

... aku mau menangis on the spot tapi tahan sampai lepas jumpa sensei. 

plus

... aku nightmare tu malam pasal benda ni.. 

alhamdulillah nda sampai kebakaran sebab sedar awal. 

alhamdulillah sensei nda marah, dia selamba jak tengok dryer n bilang ini masih bole guna apa semua lepas dia cek condition dryer tu suma. 

alhamdulillah sensei lepas tu bawa aku becakap semua sbb mungkin dia sedar aku takut gila. 

alhamdulillah.... 

m1o to date...

alhamdulillah.. you've done well. 

keep smiling because it makes me smile and shine my day.. 

keep smiling because i love seeing it..

keep strong