Thursday, 27 February 2014

adab meminta pertolongan....

tidak salah memulakan satu permintaan kepada orang lain dengan perkataan 'tolong'... 

tidak salah menyelitkan satu permohonan pertolongan dengan perkataan 'maaf' kerana sudah mengacau masa orang...

tidak salah mengakhiri satu pertologan daripada orang lain dengan perkataan 'terima kasih'...


behave my saudara hamba Allah, because you manner also one of the way to show how beautiful our Islam is...

Wednesday, 19 February 2014

sekarang????

betulka pilihan aku mau sambung ni ah. main sambung jak aku ni. macam mana mau jalani 3tahun ni.? aku nda rasa aku mampu kalau teda duit lagi. bengong la aku ni. selalu buat keputusan nda habis fikir. aku risau.. 


hidup aku nda stabil. perasaan aku nda stabil. hidup macam ikan nda dalam air, menggelupur. mampu aku lalu benda ni? adui badan...

tarik tali betul la ni benda sama aku. sekarang baru mau goyah. adui

Tuesday, 18 February 2014

starting point at the end..?

the end of this hectic one year just to start something i actually dont have enough courage to believe i do this.



sorry i did share nothing bout this one year master but if i have enough time during this unpredictable 3 years ahead, i hope i have something wonderful to write..  

Saturday, 8 February 2014

minit ini, saat ini...

i am lost
i am down
i am alone.....

it hurts

Saturday, 27 July 2013

BESKAL BURUK KU

keluar lab mau pulang tadi aku macma besa pegi la tempat aku selalu letak basikal. eh, kosong. basikal aku mana? aku tanya kohai,' basikal oshn mane? xde pun..'

dalam kepala da tanya kat diri sendiri, 'eh, aku pigi lab tadi naik basikal ka jalan kaki? aku letak basikal tempat lain ka?' liar mata aku tengok2 sekitar tu teda pula tanda2 basikal buruk yang bengkok bakulnya itu. eh, betul. tiada!

mana basikal aku? biar betul. basikal aku hilang!!! aduh, ada jak orang mau mencuri di bulan puasa ni. bukan setan kena rantai ka? sabar jak la ati.

lepas balik dari sungkai makan sushi tadi aku ajak la kohai aku lalu lab. mana la tau orang yang ambik basikal aku tu sudah letak basikal aku. ceh, positif betul fikiran. nda boleh blah.

teda juga. isyh, sepa la curi basikal aku ni. aku cakap la sama kohai aku,' nda pa. aku bagi tu orang sampai ari isnin. kalau dia nda bagi balik jugak, aku antar bomoh. hahhaha'

adui hai. time2 ni la mau ilang beskal. sudah setahun setengah aku impan basikal buruk ku itu di sana aman jak. nda pernah pula aku kunci2. tapi apa la malangnya nasib ku ari ini, di ambil orang.

nda pa, aku redha. mesti ada hikmah di sebalik setiap kejadian. ya Allah, berikan aku jalan dan petunjuk Mu. amin...

Wednesday, 10 July 2013

1st ramadhan 10.07.2013

selamat menyambut ramadan al-mubarak. 
semoga kita dapat sama2 berusaha mengumpul pahala dan kebaikan di bulan yang mulia ini.
^ ^
entah kenapa sunyi jak tahun ni
aku tambah kepingin untuk pulang
aku semakin teringat keluarga di sana
mampukah aku melalui semua ini...?

ya Allah, berikan aku kekuatan

Friday, 5 July 2013

...what i felt back then...

i remember years agosomeone told me i should take caution when it comes to lovei did, i did
and you were strong and i was notmy illusion, my mistakei was careless, i forgoti did
and now when all is done there is nothing to sayyou have gone and so effortlesslyyou have wonyou can go ahead tell them
tell them all i know now shout it from the roof topswrite it on the skylineall we had is gone now
tell them i was happyand my heart is brokenall my scars are opentell them what i hoped would beimpossible
falling out of love is hardfalling for betrayal is worstbroken trust and broken heartsi know, i know
thinking all you need is therebuilding faith on love and wordsempty promises will weari know, i know
and when all is gonether is nothing to sayand if you're done with embarrassing meon your own you can go ahead tell them
i remember years agosomeone told me i should take caution when it comes to lovei did


~impossible by shontelle~

goodbye my beloved bestfriend in mind. i do really want you to know i did really sayang you as a friend back then...