reality in the dreams

love and friendship, which one would you choose?

both.....

there's no such thing as giving up in my dictionary

can you remember where you can heard this words? its in boys before flowers, very un, urm un forgetable( ada ka word ni??) story in 2009..

every woman wants love story like in this drama, strong heart man which still searching for his love, wandering but finally when he found you, only you!!! that he will see...

every one has their own opinion when came to this topic, friend or love. and people will make their neurons sick because of the thinking action they took to find the answer. why people should choose???

can we have both, since its 2 things that serious important in our life????

but i think right now, the most worst thing is when people ask to choose between love and family... ha3. kenapa mau pilih benda macam ni???

people who have to choose will be blamed because of what he will choose, selfish, cant be trusted, dont love family or friend or lover, etc.

but cant you think that the one who ask the question is the selfish and all the blame that you may think one??????

so, moral of the story: never ever be the one who asking this silly stupid question.. cant you be the one who support your partner in no matter happen????

Khas Untuk Wanita~ ANAK

entry ni tuk promo 1 cerita korea yg baru jak main.. tajuk dia obstetrics and gynecology doctors. serius memang best dan bagi begitu banyak kesedaran rohani..

cerita ni bukan berunsurkan keagamaan, so bukan macam ursah, 100% tentang agama. ( n mana da cerita korea yg tentang agama... ada pun komfem bukan tenatng islam kan??)

tapi dalam dunia ni, even bukan dari orang islam, ada banyak benda baik pasal aspek2 rohaniah yg sepatutnya kita sedar boleh dapat dari view orang2 baik yg bukan beragama islam. kan??

cerita ni, awal2 episode lagi aku sudah nangis.. maybe dia tentang baby yg sangat suci.. just see them makes my heart full with tears. for both happiness and sadness.

of coz la cerita ni ada cinta2 tapi selain dari itu, ada lagi aspek lain yg harus kita tengok...

this show teach us about responsibility, trust, love, joy, sharing, secret, the hardness of life, reality of this society and bla2...

but for any reasons, any hardnesses, anything, i just don't think that we should abandon our baby.. the baby have their own right to choose to live, and have their own chance to choose it..

baby just so pure as they can... so dont blame them...

children without parents are gifted than children whose have parents but don't want to acknowledge them.. even to see the children.. please don't do that, children is luck!

so, bagi wanita2 yg inginkan anak(sepa yg nda mau kan???) boleh la tengok cerita ni..

feel it

there's so much things can be said when we are together

so why do we have to shout?

each word that have been said bring different meaning which may be hurt our heart

so why do we have to lie?

not only you and me but others will be effected by those memories

watching him just hurting his own heart with each step he take to handle it

brings itchy into my heart too

so why do you have to pretend to be strong?

can you trust me just enough to stay by your side when you need it the most?

not only precious time, but the hard moments

makes me feel belonging....

moral of the story: why don't we just be honest towards our own feeling? and trust yourself and others that important to you..

~JuST wANdeRiNG~

see him like recharging my point of view

on enjoying world

see them like recollecting my old self

on what's to believe

each heart has its own line

either shown or hidden

each eyes has its own story

neither told nor kept

lyrics and rhythms in abstract

brings deep meaning and thinking

reactions and movements in expression

brings feeling and emotion

is there a reason to love you?

no, i cant find it

just feel it...

when i see you

its just words to share when i was wandering about my own changing in express my true feeling. i already built a wall without even realize it ever happened. you'd became more heartless and unaware of other things than you. i hate it but i already became part of it. i can do nothing!

is it mean i am afraid? or heartbroken? i don't think so, just facing one of the hard hill of my life, when you yourself can't find your own heart... wandering, just to pass the times.

i'm on my most difficult part of handling brain. he started to pull the heart in making decisions, yet confusing on its own ability.

final exam~physical chemistry 1

exam last tuk sem ni.. setelah penat aku mencari jawapan tuk soalan2 yg mungkin keluar dalam exam., akhirnya dapat jugak aku jawab soalan2 dalam exam sebenar..

penat nya hujung minggu ni sebab exam ni jak..

Alhamdulillah,ALLAH buka mata dan hati dan akal untuk aku menjawab soalan,,,

final exam~biology 2

saya yakin...

hahah, ALHAMDULILLAH

final exam~matrix

lupa mau buat. busy tengok shinee yg comel, terus lupa. he3

matrix macam besa, aku rasa boleh lulus jak. mun banar la, aku pun nada keyakinan mau cakap... hu3 kenapa la aku lupa mau kira macam mana..

subjek ni buat aku rasa 1 feel yg sangat membencikan..

"aku nda tau tapi aku nda tau mau buat macam mana supaya tau, so aku rilek jak.. nda nervous langsung mau exam, even tau aku mungkin nda dapat jawab... teda feel langsung, macam menyerah jak ni, tapi aku belajar juga."

moral of the story: fahamkan betul2 time kelas, nda tau tanya cigu terus~