feeling (1)

severe headache.. 

i liked you. so?

love is the moment

the day, the moment i let you go

my heart stopped, time has stopped. i just keep hurting

love is the moment

the day, the moment i left you

love has left too. i just keep hurting.... 

truth...

i wish i have someone to back me up through all this... 

truth : like medicine. it makes everything good actually, but still people takes too much time to take it.. 

taste too much, i cant handle it! and i prefer sleep a.k.a rest instead of it. and i'd glad i still can choose either.. 

at the age 24, old enough for others but still the naive me, i learnt that actually 'medicine' is not something you can choose. from the start, the reason why you have to take it, type of medicine you have to take, how you take it, all of this is hurt. 

even when all you can do was open you mouth,it went to every single cell of your brain and you couldn't find a way to erase it unless you lose... your mind. 

 

adab meminta pertolongan....

tidak salah memulakan satu permintaan kepada orang lain dengan perkataan 'tolong'... 

tidak salah menyelitkan satu permohonan pertolongan dengan perkataan 'maaf' kerana sudah mengacau masa orang...

tidak salah mengakhiri satu pertologan daripada orang lain dengan perkataan 'terima kasih'...

behave my saudara hamba Allah, because you manner also one of the way to show how beautiful our Islam is...

sekarang????

betulka pilihan aku mau sambung ni ah. main sambung jak aku ni. macam mana mau jalani 3tahun ni.? aku nda rasa aku mampu kalau teda duit lagi. bengong la aku ni. selalu buat keputusan nda habis fikir. aku risau.. 

hidup aku nda stabil. perasaan aku nda stabil. hidup macam ikan nda dalam air, menggelupur. mampu aku lalu benda ni? adui badan...

tarik tali betul la ni benda sama aku. sekarang baru mau goyah. adui

starting point at the end..?

the end of this hectic one year just to start something i actually dont have enough courage to believe i do this.

sorry i did share nothing bout this one year master but if i have enough time during this unpredictable 3 years ahead, i hope i have something wonderful to write..  

minit ini, saat ini...

i am lost
i am down
i am alone.....

it hurts